Happy New Year! (Making every minute count)

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I could have saved this for Monday, but I figured the thoughts running through my mind while I made pancakes for the kids this morning were an apt New Year topic.

You know lately I’ve been going through some old 3rd person books. I revamped a four-book series and it took me four months. Two rounds of editing, waiting for proofs, and redoing their covers. The proofs will come today and the last step is just pushing Publish on Amazon and swapping out files on IngramSpark. Then I can put that series away, and maybe even start promoting them a little bit because I won’t be wincing, wondering what people are reading.

Yesterday, I looked for the Vellum files of my erotica novellas and couldn’t find them. I remembered that they were lost in a Mac update and if I wanted to have them, I’d have to open the PDF in Word, re-import that .docx file into Vellum and reformat them. It’s not so bad, I grouped them into threes and so that’s what I did. I started that process, anyway. Got the front and back matter fixed again, though all that could be updated, and edited the first novella which is 25,000 words. I finished last night and moved on to the next, but then I got to thinking, “Why am I doing this?” I had a legitimate reason for doing my Rocky Point series. People were finding them without me promoting them, and since I hadn’t looked at them in four years (Amazon says publication dates were in January of 2020) I knew they could use a polish.

The only trouble with this way of thinking is, all my old books could use a polish. Scratch that. Every singe book I have ever published could use a polish, because that’s the way an author’s life works. We grow, we change, maybe our styles mature, and I doubt there’s one author out there who could go back to a book they’ve previously published and not find one thing they would want change.

So, this really just begs the question, How should we spend our time? Do I need be using my time going back to books so old that of course there’s going to be tons wrong with them, despite the fact these were edited by someone other than me, and I can tell they were. I haven’t found any typos so far except a sentence didn’t have a period and at one point a character had a tank top on and it changed to a t-shirt. What would I gain re-editing six erotica novellas? What would I gain re-editing the first trilogy I ever wrote and published. Would it help me get ahead? And should I always think about getting ahead?

A new year always calls for dissecting how you’re going to spend the next twelve months. They feel shiny and new, the world is your oyster, and everyone wants to start off with a bang. Hit the ground running. I’ve never treated a new year as anything special because I had goals and a plan and didn’t need the extra oomph a new year provides. January first is the same as July first and October first. I always had the drive to get things done, no matter what was going on in my life at the time.

So I stopped editing the second novella in my erotica series and closed out the Vellum file. The files that are published are okay, and I don’t know if Amazon has hidden them in their erotica dungeon or not. I don’t even know if I labeled them erotica when I published them, and since then, even if I had, Amazon didn’t get weird about explicit material until recently and they could still show up if someone looked. Not that anyone is going to. The couples on the covers are in bed, and Amazon won’t let me run ads to them. I could on Facebook, but the only way I would do that is if I re-edited them, and so we’re running around in circles, but after everything I just typed, I think we can discern it’s not worth it.

Books are going to have typos, even heavily edited books have typos and inconsistency issues because humans human, and there’s nothing you can do about it. I guess when I start thinking of my imperfect backlist, that’s when imposter syndrome takes over, but when that happens, I know I haven’t been reading enough. I’ve read many imperfect books since I started my indie career, books that have sold thousands of copies (you can tell just by the number of reviews they have), and I’ve said readers just don’t care as long as you give them a good story. I truly believe this, I just have to start applying that to my own books.

What does this mean for 2025? I need to stop going back. Editing my Rocky Point series was fun and I liked revisiting those characters . . . but I lost four months. In those four months I could have finished editing Loss and Damages, the next book I’m going to publish in September, and either made a good start writing my next standalone (I might have even finished. I can write 80k words in three months), or began editing the first two books I have written in the next series I want to publish. Only I can answer if those four months were worth it, but since I’ve seen the end result and I’m proud of what that series is, I guess it’s safe to say it was. But going back any further won’t do me much good, and if I ever do finish reformatting and re-editing those erotica books, and even my Tower City Trilogy, that kind of thing will have to be a side project because this is the honest to goodness truth: it won’t matter to my career hobby if I do those things or not. It would be for my own personal satisfaction only. Those books were published to the best of my ability at the time, just like Captivated by Her and Addicted to Her, the first books I published when I switched to first person present. Getting better is indicative of growth, and we all do that. Or should, anyway. Your first book should sound different than your tenth. We all grow and change, we work with different editors who use different skills and give us different perspectives, we work with different betas who give us different opinions. We read different books and learn different techniques. We listen to craft podcasts and marketing podcasts and learn to keep plot points opened-ended until the last book to promote read-through and learn to write bonus content that only newsletter subscribers have access to. There are lots we do to level up our craft, and that will show in every new book we write. Going back will always be futile because older books will always be lacking. It’s just the way it is.

But, you know, I’ve struggled to find purpose in this writing and publishing endeavor, struggled to find a reason to keep going. I spent more on ads in 2024 than I have, ever, and knowing that has kind of left me feeling deflated. I love finding new readers, and I know you have to spend money to make money, but it’s draining to run ads, spending a dollar only to make a dollar. Creating them, keeping an eye on them, watching them appear to spend more money than they earn–I say appear because most times they don’t (if they are wasting money you have to look at what you’re doing and the product you’re trying to sell, but that’s a lesson for another day). Facebook and Amazon bill you at different times than your royalties are paid out, so you have to be patient when comparing ad spend vs. royalties earned. The marketing part is a letdown, but I need it or my sales dashboard would be empty which I know would hurt me more than breaking even. I’m treading water, but like I said in my 2024 recap, I’m not unhappy. I just have to keep reminding myself of that.

Recently I looked at my follower count for my pen name (VM Rheault) and I was surprised to find I have 325 followers. That’s 325 reasons to keep going. I have 734 newsletter subscribers and have a 34% open rate most days I send one out. That’s 250 reasons to keep going. I have readers who care, and I value every one.

Today I’m setting aside my third person stuff and opening my Loss and Damages file. I love these characters, love the cover I already made. I’ll be happy to get this book on preorder. What I’ll do after that, I’m not sure. After so much editing, I’m a little intimidated to open a new Word file and start a book from nothing. I’ll need to sit with those characters a bit, work out the plot and get comfortable with who they are and what they’re going to go through. I’ve been thinking about them a lot in the past few months and scary or not, I’ll be happy (and relieved) to write their story. I already have the cover for that book done as well, so maybe working on something completely new is what I need perk myself up after a year of editing. But, unlike the title of this blog post, I don’t think every second needs to be accounted for. You don’t have to spend every single second trying to get ahead. That’s only a recipe for burnout and takes the joy away from whatever activity you’re doing. In my last post, I said my publishing is more of a hobby than career, and at this point, it is. I only make what I put into it, and it’s dejecting to think if I didn’t spend any money, I would make the same amount . . . zero. But, it’s freeing too, and I have tweaked my ads already in preparation for the coming year, but I’ll explain more about that in my post on Monday.

Tiffany Yates Martin came out with a new book not long ago called The Intuitive Author: How to Grow & Sustain a Happier Writing Career, and I plan to pick it up as a New Year’s gift to myself. I think it might help me gain perspective when it comes to how long I’ve been doing this and how to work through my accomplishments or lack thereof thus far. I love her other book on editing, so I know I’ll like this book too. If you want to check it out, look here: https://www.amazon.com/Intuitive-Author-Sustain-Happier-Writing/dp/1950830098

Thats all I have today. May the New Year bring you productivity and prosperity in whatever way that means to you. Subscribe to the blog if you haven’t already, and let’s trudge through 2025 together.

Until next time!

Author Goals 2025

Everyone is doing these and I thought I might as well. You can either look eagerly into the future or think it’s just going to be another year of writing to no one. I don’t really think that, I do have readers, but I know there are more than a few who do think it because marketing is hard and it’s harder still when you don’t have any money to buy ads or promos.

My goals for 2025 are pretty simple. I don’t have any. Of course, I have a list of things I want to get done, but when I think about goals and what I’ve seen from other authors, they aren’t the same. I don’t have a goal to make 10k with my writing or get an orange tag. I don’t have a goal to sell 100 copies of a book or even 50 copies and I’ll you why. Because I don’t have a plan to achieve those goals, and I don’t have a plan because if I knew what would work I’d be doing it. Goals are only as good as the motions you can put into place to achieve them, which is why the only things on my goals list are what I can control.

So, let’s begin:

Finish proofing the proofs of my Rocky Point series, upload, and publish new files to KDP and IngramSpark. I’m not going to get done this year. I wanted to, so I could start 2025 with a clean slate, but I won’t. Book one is a word salad of filler words and echoing that for some reason I didn’t fix the first time around (paper always reads different so it could just be I’m seeing them for the first time) and it’s going to take me probably until the end of the year just to finish book one. Even if I could finish book one before then, I have three more to go. I committed to editing these, so I’m going to finish it out to the best of my ability.

Finish editing Loss and Damages, a first person present Billionaire standalone that I started back in May of 2021. It’s finished and has already had one read-through and I added quite a few notes of what I need to fix. I want to finish those edits and get the preorder up, I don’t know when. I have no deadline, just do it as soon as possible after my Rocky Point series is squared away. My last book in my King’s Crossing series releases in the middle of April, and to give myself time to write, I decided on a September 15th, 2025 release date for Loss and Damages. Then, if I keep with the four-five month time between, I’ll have plenty of time to write more books, with an estimated release day sometime in January of 2026.

When Loss and Damages is completed and scheduled, the next book I want to write and edit will be completely from scratch and is a standalone Billionaire romantic suspense. I have it mostly plotted out in my mind (and to no one’s surprise, the cover is already done), and I’d like to write it before I forget what it’s about. Also, if I can make good use of my time and schedule it for the January 2026 release date, that will give me extra time to work on what I want to write next.

I doubt I’ll be able to get this done in 2025, but I want to finish a series I started back in 2021. I have two books written of a six books series, but after working on King’s Crossing (a six-book serial) and my Rocky Point series (four books that are connected but can be read as standalones), I don’t want to dive into another huge project. So what I need to do is rewrite parts of book one and cut out two of the characters or make it clear somehow they would be not be getting their own stories, so I only have two books to edit and two books to write. The combined writing, editing, and packaging of four books will take me a very long time, and I really don’t think I can edit a book, write a book, plus complete that series all in one year. I’ll need to figure out how much time I want to have between my January 2026 release and the series. I could maybe do six months and aim to have the series completed in enough time to put them on preorder in July of 2026, but I’m not going to think that far ahead.

I’m feeling better physically and in turn, mentally, so I’ve said I’m going to approach 2025 a little differently. I am, already veering away from series for a minute and I’m going to concentrate on editing Loss and Damages and writing Wicked Games. I need the break working on standalones will give me, and even though I could give myself a deadline, I actually haven’t sat down and written a book since August 2023 when I wrote A Heartbreak for Christmas and packaged that for its November release. All this time I’ve been editing, so it might be a bit intimidating to open a new Word document and try to pull words out of my head. Editing is a different beast, after all, and I’d like to have fun rather than just think of Wicked Games as another book I need to write and sell.

I’ve really grown as an author editing so many words this year, and the mistakes and filler words and general clutter I was using that I didn’t see are pretty blatant to me now. Loss and Damages and Wicked Games are probably going to sound better than any of the books I’ve written so far. Well, besides my King’s Crossing stuff because I went over those with a fine-tooth comb, and if some filler words managed to squeak by me, then they have earned the right to stay.

As far as other goals, my King’s Crossing series is done. The third book will release on December 9th, the fourth in January, the fifth in March, and the sixth in April. They are all loaded up and on preorder. No files need to be changed out, the covers are locked in. That series is gone in my mind, which is probably why I have such a hard time marketing. Once a book is up, it’s out, and I’m moving on to other things. I don’t have goals for sales or page reads, in fact, my expectations are quite low and will be until the last book is released. As a serial, a reader won’t know the whole story until the last book is released and since I have that information written in the blurb, readers might not even want to start the series until they are all available. I’ve kept my expectations realistic, running ads to create buzz and awareness (and bleeding into the red with clicks), and just focusing on editing my series to maybe boost my 3rd person backlist. I’ll be releasing four books in 2025, and anyone would be proud of that, other goals be damned.

I probably should try to think of some kind of plan to push book one out more, beyond the author driven promos and promos you can buy like Freebooksy, but that would require hustling and networking, and since I haven’t felt well, that just sounds exhausting. I have a rockstar promo opportunity someone sent me months ago and I just haven’t felt like reaching out to follow up, but if I want to spread the word I’m going to have to start doing the work and that can probably be one of my goals for next year. I need a mindset change because not feeling well has been a valid excuse not to do a lot of things, but I need to start being present in the present and not hiding, writing a book because my doctor didn’t know what was wrong with me. That’s all in the past, so 2025 will have to be different in that regard.

I don’t have a lot of goals and I really don’t want to make any beyond what I’ve touched on here. I’m not struggling as much as I have been, a clearer (and sober) mind has helped me come to terms with knowing that a lot of what I’m doing will (still) be on my own, ie, forgoing a beta readers/editors/proofers and cover designers. I have a few friends I touch base with, and I’m grateful to them because they keep me sane and remind me I’m not totally alone. Writing has always been something you need to do by yourself (have you ever tried to write while someone was talking to you?) so that part is understandable and something I have enjoyed even while I wasn’t feeling well. I’m just still adjusting to the loss of my fiancé who loved to talk publishing and a friend here and there who would like to brainstorm. Now that I’m doing better, I can focus more on replacing those relationships and reaching out to the romance community, which I should be doing anyway.

I’ll be approaching 2025 a little differently, trying to find the fun I lost in the writing, and trying to find the fun I lost in my life overall. It was a real miracle my doctor at Mayo knew what was wrong with me and could actually fix it (to the best of her ability) and while I’m adjusting to how things are in my writing and the writing community, I’ll be adjusting to my new way of feeling. I’ll never be “normal,” but I’m better than what I was and I’m grateful for that.

I suppose that’s all I have for this week. Four more weeks of 2024. Make them count, and maybe, maybe 2025 will actually be different for many of us!

Until next time!